Two weeks

Wow, 2 more days and I will have had the baby for 2 weeks. I am amazed at how much it has changed my life. She is beautiful. She is a good baby. She does not sleep through the night but she goes right back to sleep. She has already had a couple of firsts. She rolled over 3 times in one day. She has yet to do it again that I know of but she did it 3 times. The little toy that you put on the car seat that makes noise and moves. She actually reached out and touched it and was playing with it. She also is doing much better with tummy time. She loves the swing, loves the little chair that I got that is similiar to the bumbo and has toys around it for her to play with.

The time I used to spend on the internet reading others blogs and searching the available for adoption listings and dreaming of having a child are gone. It is not often that I get to read the blogs of others as I spend my time with the baby or running to bed behind her to get a couple of hours of sleep while she sleeps. She is good about not dirtying laundry but I still have the never ending laundry pile. Just when I think I aught up there is a ton more clothes to wash. Oh well. Such is the life. I would love to be like some other bloggers and have a house full of kids. I would also love to have the ability not to have to work. That is not possible. I like to dress them so cute and spend so much money on them.

She had her first visit on Monday and she has been a bit of a pill since then. She has been un consolable and will cry no matter what. I will talk to her attorney today and will call the worker to share with her as it has been 2 nights that this happend. She was like this the first night I had her but she would sleep on me. This went on for an hour and then when she fell asleep she did not want to be put down. She grabed my chest tightly so that I could not put her down. She is only 3.5 months so I am hoping that this is not due to the visits. I will have to see what happens after the next visit whenever that happens to be. I guess time will tell. I go to court tomorrow and we will see what happens then.

Gotta go she is fussing and need to get her.