Christmas.....

I am sad that there are children out there that do not have a family to spend Christmas with. I am sad that there are children that are in group homes, shelters, and orphanages that will spend Christmas without a family. Here I am with the room for a child or even a couple children in my life and with me for Christmas and I don't have any. Grrr. I should already have a child in my home. This is insane. I cannot believe the nerve of them to delay things for no reason. Lord, Please help me to be patient. Please help me to be able to be strong and ready for the child that you are preparing for me. Although the wait is insane please help me to understand why. Lord I love you......